just separated with some guy almost a year ago about my boyfriend and he called him gay he confirmed that he was hanging with a gay click and acting gay at one point because I had a strong suspension that he was gay i brush off rumors of him being gay bcuz he explained that he was staying with a gay friend or family member until he got his own place and that’s how the rumors started swirling around but as the relationship progressed i noticed he did not want to have sex at all we only had sex maybe 5times in a year and he has a very private relationship with a gay guy he calls his best friend but then he turnsaround and act homophobic and one of my gay friends use to be friends with him and i asked him
Let’s say he had been cheating with girls that appear to be dudes and now have those characteristics that are masculine?
I take advantage of to imagine he had been gay or cheating. Now he was cheating I can’t help to think why that we confirmed? I am talking about at the very least if it absolutely was for the hotter chick that may make a sense that is little. I am talking about he shows desire that is sexual he takes a supplement. In addition he attempts everything to leave of accomplishing such a thing beside me. We’m am frustrated and I also think he does know this so he makes excuses. He would instead invest countless hours with dudes or fights that are watching YouTube. My self confidence has fallen therefore low and feel i simply tolerate it simply to not be alone. It isn’t that i can not get dudes it is simply i am reaching forty and do not genuinely wish to carry on the quest on locating a soulmate